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So my latest record broken is the length of time I’ve been caged. The old record was 96 days and now it is 120 days.  One day recently, my Queen asked me what day I was at, and after checking I said 119 days.  “hmmm,” she mused…  “Tomorrow night you’ll take it off!”  So  my new record is now 120 days.  I was out of my cage for a few days and it was a weird feeling.  Sleeping, going to the washroom–just plain living is different without the cage.  In many ways it just doesn’t feel right anymore to be without it.  I no longer masturbate–unless my Queen has told me to, so that is a pleasure I don’t indulge in.  If you go back the ten years of so that we’ve practiced male chastity, I used to masturbate at least daily.  There were many days when I would masturbate more than once.  Who knew that I would stop?  lol  I still love sex, but my entire focus is on pleasing my Queen.  On occasion she wants to see me cum.  Then she feeds me my mess.  These acts turn her on so I will always cum when she demands it.  In fact she caused me to have an orgasm a few days ago on February 1st.  After which, she scooped up my mess and made me lick it from her hand.  Prior to that, my previous orgasm had been on November 2nd, a full 92 days earlier.

But let’s back up a bit.  It’s winter and cold here.  My outfit for wear around the house–as long as my son isn’t around–is an apron!  If I’m cold, I am allowed to wear a t-shirt as well.  My Queen thought I should be able to wear something for the really cold days.  So we checked out Etsy, Amazon, Shein etc.  In the end we purchased a few things.  One of them was a body stocking designed for males.  It’s a very sheer design that is surprisingly warm and has a penis sheath incorporated into it.  I wore it for the first time on the first.

My new body stocking under my apron.
My body stocking showing the penis sheath. This is actually how I’m supposed to kneel in front of my Queen. She wants me to lift the apron when I do so!

So I did my daily chores for her.  And we relaxed together.  I read her books often as she likes to hear my voice.  When she’s feeling frisky, I will often read erotica or a book on sexuality and the lifestyle.  Currently I’m reading Lady Sas’ book FEMDOM ACADEMY.  We will discuss things that otherwise we might not even think of.  It helps to let each of us know more about the other.  Ultimately nothing will ever happen that my Queen doesn’t want, but sometimes ideas are planted and they may bear fruit later.  Regardless, it is helping us to communicate better with each other.

Reading to my Queen helps her to begin to feel frisky.  We always also talk about the state of our relationship and how things might be improved.  But I like that she begins to feel frisky.  I’m not allowed to ask for sex–it’s a punishable offence, so a frisky Queen means things might happen and on Sunday, they did.  My Queen told me to stop reading and go into the bedroom.  I was to get certain toys/tools out and leave them on the bed.  I was then told to lie, face up and spread eagled on the bed.  My Queen came in and blindfolded me.  She then proceeded to cuff my wrists and ankles before immobilizing them.  Then she started to play with me.  I’m down to sensation as I can’t see a thing.

Tied to the bed for my Queen’s pleasure

What happened?  Well she used a crop and paddle on me.  She applied pinchy things to my nipples, scrotum and cock.  She smacked them off after they had been on a while–and anyone who’s had this done knows that is exquisite torture.  She used a feather.  To be honest I can’t remember all that she did (I am a visual learner! lol).  She did put her favourite dildo into my mouth.

The only pinchy things I can verify were these hair clips
Sucking my Queen’s cock

I was really enjoying the experience when the best thing happened.  My Queen straddled me and moved over my face!  Initially she had me stimulate her through her panties but she was horny so quickly she pulled them aside and let me lick her.  She was sopping wet and I went to town.  It was glorious!  I knew she was really turned on as she came quite quickly.  But I didn’t stop and she had another couple of orgasms before she slid down my body.  I am not sure exactly what happened but it felt like she was rubbing her pussy on Angus.  I was so turned on by this time and hadn’t been expecting this at all.  She worked feverishly and before I could help myself, I started an epic orgasm.  The stocking does have a hole at the top of the penis sheath, so all that built up come came shooting out.  My Queen collected it and brought her hand to my mouth so I could clean up my mess.  There must have been a good amount because she did this 4-5 times.

“I know you say it’s all about me,” she said, “But sometimes I just want to make it about you!”  Then “Put the cage back on!!”

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As my Queen’s submissive/slave, things are changing.  Now years into this lifestyle, my Queen is really starting to embrace her role.  It has slowly become more pronounced over the years.  However recently with the planned wedding and lots of discussion, we’ve moved a lot further along this path.  For years my Queen has been reluctant to punish me for any annoyances I may cause her.  And while I don’t like punishment, I’ve always felt that if I do something to deserve it, I should receive it.  It helps to clean the slate and also helps to teach me how to act.  But the most important thing about punishment is the way it emphasizes my submission.  It helps me to feel her power.  If my Queen never uses her power, then it’s almost as if she doesn’t have any.  So for me, that is the main reason I embrace her punishments.

So for me a typical day now looks something like this.  In the mornings, I get up before my Queen (usually around 5:30 or 6:00).  She is very particular about her coffee, and I make her coffee (very strong and different blends in a 26 oz mug), tea (also in a 26 oz mug) and set up her breakfast dishes before she awakes.  I also empty the dishwasher, fill our water distiller, make ice in our icemaker.  When my Queen comes downstairs, I warm her coffee, and allow her to meditate for some time.  Then I kneel in front of her and ask how I can make her day better.  Failure to do this will result in a spanking in the near future.  This is new and is taking some getting used to.  Since I am up for 2 hours or more before I usually kneel in front of her, I sometimes forget.  The last time I forgot, it resulted in 85 extra spanks for that week’s punishment.  Yes, spanking has become the punishment of choice.

Shortly after this I return to the bedroom and make the bed.

After my obeisance, my Queen will send me a list of tasks for that particular day–it can be a long list and may not be possible to finish in that day, but it does mean I seldom have free time.  We go to the gym together and do our cardio before returning home to have breakfast.  Then we usually go to the gym separately the second time for our weight training. On my return from the gym, I eat my post workout and then commence to do whatever tasks she has set for me for the day.  If there are no kids around, I’m to dress as she has asked–naked with my cage and zapper on and one of my aprons.  If I’m cooking I’m also to wear my chef’s hat.

Preparing food for my Queen dressed as she requested.

At some point usually around 9:00, I am finished with my daily tasks.  At that point we will sit down together and relax while watching one of her favourite shows.

And that is my typical day now!  I am always trying to keep my Queen happy and make her life easier.  Because as the saying goes, “Happy Wife, Happy Life!”

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Preparing food for my Queen

One of my kinks is Clothed Female naked male (CFnm).  In fact my car license plate has this as part of it’s lettering.  lol  My Queen is of course aware of this and my exhibitionist tendencies.  She decided I should have a costume I wear whenever we are home alone.  Now with a 22 year old son around, this isn’t as often as we would like, but whenever he’s gone, I’m dressed as she decided.  I’m supposed to be naked and wearing an apron.  At times I’m also required to wear a collar or add the zapper.  If she has me uncaged, I’m always supposed to have the zapper on.  I basically wear one of two aprons.  The one shown in these photos and another one with “Slave Boy” inscribed on it.

Curtsying to my Queen

Angus isn’t typically visible while wearing the aprons, but can easily be shown if requested by my Queen.  Regardless of whether or not I’m dressed as she requested (presence of son/children dependent), I work at making my Queen’s life easier.  We eat a lot of clean and non-processed food.  I cook for my Queen so she needn’t worry about that.  I’ll make her coffee/tea–and she’s very particular about how it’s made.  I do laundry–any ironing she needs I do as she hates to iron.  Dishes are another of my responsibilities.  I maintain the property outside as well.  Ultimately, I try and allow her time to relax and rejuvenate while I deal with all the things that need doing.  Sometimes despite my protests, my Queen will help and do certain tasks.  However she is getting better at allowing me to do the lion’s share of the work and in time she might not do anything at all.  We do have days where she does nothing around the house.  We have a cleaner who comes in once a week.  However if something needs cleaning and can’t wait, then I do whatever is needed.  It’s what a good slave will do!

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So I’ve been caged 24/7 since September 21.  The beauty of a Jailbird cage (by Mature Metal) is how easy it is to maintain personal hygiene and also how comfortable it can be.  We’ve found some time alone quite a bit this month, but Angus has not penetrated Kitty once! lol  Instead I’ve used my mouth, fingers and various toys.  My Queen has had ten-eleven orgasms so far and I’ve had none.  But I’ve gotten great pleasure from giving them to her.  She did say that I would receive a blowjob at the end of the month…  That will likely lead to an orgasm for me–and then her feeding me my cum with her mouth…  But we’ll see.  Currently it’s 46 days since my last orgasm which was an accident while we were in Mexico… That orgasm was also ruined, but still occurred.

My Very Sexy Queen

I have to say that Angus gets quite cramped when my Queen decides to tease me–visually or otherwise! This picture is from last weekend.  Wearing some crotchless panties and my shirt, I was very much enticed!

 

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First let me emphasize that there is no one way to do any Power Exchange relationship.  I’m speaking about where my Queen and I are at this moment and about what is working for us.  Recently as chronicled here, our FLR took a turn.  My Queen had felt some pressure to do certain things and act in a certain way.  This was pressure that I didn’t mean to apply, but was managing to do so regardless.  After reading Ms. Rika’s first book together, we had many good conversations and things changed.  After 7 years of being caged (virtually 365/24/7), I am uncaged now.  It’s been about 6 weeks since I’ve had the cage on–to be honest I have no idea of whether it will return occasionally or not.  That is up to my Queen and she just doesn’t like it.  In a weird way I miss it–it was a huge part of my life for so long.  But I’ve committed to serving my Queen–so her likes are the important thing.  I’m still required to sit to pee when I’m at home. And this has become quite ingrained so it’s not difficult at all.  I do admit that using urinals while out and about make my life easier, lol, and certain exercises at the gym are also easier without a cage!  But I do miss it.  I suspect that she may have me wear it on rare occasions.

So what does our FLR look like now?  In many ways it is much the same as before, but I am doing more to make my Queen’s life easier.  It means my days have less free time than they did previously, but I am happy to please my Queen.  She is slowly getting better at not feeling guilty about expecting me to do her bidding while she relaxes. So we continue to evolve.  And while I am no longer caged, I am still not allowed to masturbate (really that has been conditioned out of me now… lol).  Likewise orgasms are still rare for me.  She has had me provide my own “salad dressing” a couple of time though.  That’s kind of hot for me…  I have a video of this, but need to figure out how to post videos on this new platform.  One day soon…lol  Stay well!