Life Constantly Changes

So at this point in time, I can say that without question my marriage to my Queen has never been better.  We have always had a good marriage, but with the discovery of Ms. Rika’s books, we’ve progressed and have evolved.  In fact, I have been uncaged for the last two or three weeks.  After so many years of being caged almost constantly, that is a big change.  I admit to being unused to using the urinals at work…lol  I’m not sure what will become of the cage.  I obviously found sleeping and living in it easy to do, but my Queen has always disliked it.  Over the years her reasons for allowing/making me stay caged have changed and fluctuated, but with our discussions on me serving her, it became clear that my wearing a cage was serving me more than her.  She may at times have me wear it, but she likes the easy access that a cage prohibits.  So we will see where this goes.

Each week I read to my Queen–we have been working our way through Ms. Rika’s books and have almost finished the second book.  When I read to her, we often pause and discuss things that we have read.  We also evaluate how the proceeding week has gone.  I’ve always done a lot of stuff around the house, but I’m doing more now.  My Queen is actually doing less and relaxing more.  Her guilt over this still exists, but is getting better.

While not my Queen, the logo is something I believe! lol This shirt is available from Etsy store “611 Clothing Co” and the pic is taken from there.

 

I do hope that in time, she will begin to expect my service without the guilt.  I know that I feel good when she can relax and I ease her daily load.

Despite not being caged, I’m not orgasming a lot.  I’m still not allowed to masturbate and can only cum when given permission. At the moment only one child is around the home, so in the next month or so, we should have quality time together on a regular basis.  For July, we will have two kids around…

6 Comments

  1. Your experience is much like mine, minus the BDSM stuff you do. Mrs. Lion isn’t fond of the chastity device. It served its purpose. It trained me not to masturbate. I admit that I like it, but she is in charge. Congrats!

  2. I too have loved Miss Rika’s books, but because my wife isn’t into any of this, I explore this kind of genuine submission in a professional context.

    1. Author

      Have you encouraged your wife to read them? The first book in particular is a fairly quick read.

  3. finally, I have found you. this is Kiran I had the blog journey through a woman’s heart. Why did you disappear ?

    1. Author

      Hi, so nice to hear from you. WordPress kicked me out. No warnings, just gone. I was supposed to be able to retrieve posts, but that hasn’t really worked either, so I am starting from scratch. I’m also a lot busier these days, so I haven’t had as much time as I would like to work on this blog. Hopefully that will change in the near future.

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