Life slowly returns to normal after a death and ours is no exception.  Responsibilities must be met and physical attraction causes desires…  And trust me when I say that I am immensely physically attracted to my wife!  We are both working with coaches to improve our physiques.  In fact I just moved to a new and far better coach than I had before.  So this past week have been full of changes for me.  And I can see small changes today over where I was last week.  In addition to our training, we have set aside Sunday morning for some alone time.  Our son sleeps in Sundays which gives us a modicum of privacy.  That added to the fact that we have less responsibility on Sunday gives us freedom to laze away in bed.  So last Sunday we enjoyed each other.  I have been caged nonstop for most of March.  The past few times we’ve had sex, I’ve been caged.  I have enjoyed it immensely, but haven’t been able to erect and haven’t orgasmed myself.  Instead my pleasure has largely come from pleasing my Queen using my hands, mouth, vibrators, and dildos.  The last two times, I’ve worn a strap-on to penetrate her.

This is a huge turn-on for me, and I get hornier as a result.  Long time readers will remember how much I love that high level of horniness.  On Sunday, after we were finished, I asked my Queen if I could remove the cage for a moment to take a shot of Angus.  One of my readers (Georgia) had recently asked about a shot showing the marks on Angus after some excitement.  So when my Queen said yes, we took off the cage to take some shots.  Now Angus is not fully erect here, but you can clearly see the marks left by the cage after all the excitement of pleasing my Queen.    So this if for you Georgia!  lol

On the orgasm front, I haven’t had an orgasm in quite some time–and that’s ok.

From my Queen’s perspective
My view looking down from above

My Queen needed gas so I took her car to fill it up for her.  As I arrived at the gas station, my phone rang.  It was my Queen.  She indicated that I was to drive home with my pants down.  This was an unexpected request and Angus started to swell in his cage.  I filled up and got back into the car.  Drove about 50 feet so I was out of the lights and dropped my pants.  I called my Queen and asked if she wanted to know when I arrived home–so she could see I had complied with her request.  No she said, send me a pic!

So I took a pic and sent it to her and then proceeded to drive the 2 km home.  Once there, I pulled my pants up and got out of the car.  Life is good!

Since we decided to try and follow Ms. Rika’s methodology, I have been striving to serve my Queen and make her life easier!  But we’ve gone through some changes over these months.  At first I was caged without respite 24/7.  Then she decided I wasn’t to be caged anymore.  This resulted in me going free for about 6-8 weeks.  This was weird to me as I had been caged for so long.  It was weird to be able to use a urinal at work…lol  However about 3 weeks ago, she decided that during the day I would be caged and also would wear the zapper.  At night I would remove both for sleep.  Then last week, she had me stay caged for 5 days straight even when sleeping.  I’ve slept in the cage for about 7 years, so that is nothing for me, but it marked a change in her desires.  I don’t ask about the cage at all.  I just have decided to comply with all her wishes.  Serving her is not about me!

For those that are unaware, the zapper is a small dog collar that sends an electric shock.  This shock can be set at different intensities.  When wrapped around the scrotum, it sends a distinct message to me as quickly as she can press a button on the remote.  In other words, regardless of what I am doing or where I am in the house, she can “call” me effortlessly at the push of a button.  I have learned to quickly respond to her “query”… lol   The maximum shock is definitely something that gets my attention!

These pictures are of Angus caged and set up to be zapped whenever my Queen wishes.  For the foreseeable future, this is how I will be daily.