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Well, it’s been a while coming, but we finally have our trip booked to Vegas for our Femdom wedding.  I’ve formally proposed and given her an opal ring.  Afterwards, we will be going to Hedonism in Jamaica for a honeymoon! Plans are still evolving, but our wedding officiant is booked and discussions have been taking place.  It is likely that my wife and Queen will be waiting for me at the altar.  We have discussed clothing, but don’t know yet what she will be wearing.  I’m certain it will be sexy and I hope somewhat revealing.  However what she wears is not my decision.  I had a sexy dress picked out, but my Queen didn’t like it.  lol  I will be wearing a collar and leash.  Our officiant has a submissive and that person will lead me into the ceremony and up to my Queen.  There, I will kneel before my Queen and the officiant.  I may be naked or wearing some sort of clothing–that is still to be decided.  I will kiss her feet and possibly the feet of the officiant.  The ceremony will start.  At some point I will be caged.  When we approach the end of the ceremony, I may be asked to kiss my Queen’s ass.  Again that is still in discussion.  Our vows are also being worked on. However as we have a few months, there is no immediate rush to hurry and get them completed.

My Queen is getting much more comfortable in her dominant role.  After much discussion she has decided with my input that punishment will be a part of our dynamic.  I honestly do my best to meet her every need and fulfill all her requests. Still I am not perfect (yet), so I have been spanked  each week for my failings.  While I am glad that my Queen is calling me to task, it is an unpleasant experience.  My Queen makes the punishment hurt! lol  Sunday, She had me uncaged and reading to her.  In the book I was reading the woman was discipling her slave and my Queen decided to get our punishment session out of the way.  As I stood to get into position for my spanking, my erection bobbled around.  I took 130 smacks and Angus was no longer erect when the session was over.  lol   My Queen found that amusing.  Punishment is important to me.  It really helps me to feel submissive–to drive my submissiveness if you like!

What else has changed?  Everyday I get up before my Queen and empty the dishwasher, make her coffee and tea and do some other chores to ease her life.  When she gets up, She can come downstairs and relax with her journal and meditation while enjoying her coffee.  My Queen is a coffee lover.  I make a large cup (26oz) and use a mix of coffees every morning.  We have about 10 different coffees to choose from.  She tells me what she wants the night before.  When she is seated and before she starts her meditation, I approach her and kneel before her.  I ask her what I can do to make her day better.  She will either tell me then and there or will send me a list later in the day.  Failure to prostrate myself before her results in at least 20 smacks so I am doing my best not to forget.

The other day she was wearing a lovely dress.  As we were watching television together, she told me to kneel in front of her.  She pulled up her dress and she wasn’t wearing panties (a huge kink and turn-on for me).

My Queen’s pussy just licked to orgasm!

“I need an orgasm!” she said.  Then she grabbed my head and pulled my face to her pussy.  Who cares what was on TV??  Not me, as I was in heaven. She actually came quickly and then we went back to watching television.  I didn’t even remove my pants or cage.  It’s been 110 days since my last orgasm.  But I have so much fun giving her orgasms that it just doesn’t matter.

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While I haven’t mentioned it in quite some time, we are still planning on having an FLR (Femdom) wedding. This will be a renewal of our vows, but the difference will be that I promise to obey and my Queen promises to accept my slavery and look after me…  We have only talked about it in generalities and no firm plans are in place yet.  We know where we want to go to have the ceremony (Vegas) and I will highlight that venue in a later post.  The beauty of the venue is that the marriage is legal–that is important to me. and that with prior arrangements, almost anything goes.  So I may be nude for some or all of the ceremony.  If any of my ideas are accepted, I might kiss my Queen’s ass or drink her urine as part of the ceremony.  But that is still to be determined.  Another thing that I am hoping to see happen while we are in Vegas is for my Queen to make use of the Cowboys4Angels gigolo service.

We often fantasize about another man or couple when we have sex.  Most often it’s another man and I think it would set our new marriage parameters off in the correct direction with a clear indication that my Queen’s happiness and satisfaction is the most important thing.  I would hope I’d be allowed in the room, but that would also be up to her.  I’m not sure she will go for this to be honest.  She may be content to keep this fantasy just that.  But I’m hoping that I can convince her to explore her pleasure in this way.  If it should happen, I do hope to be allowed to take pictures.  I expect I will be caged for the event so no orgasms will be expected for me.

Why do I want this??  First I really enjoy seeing my Queen experience pleasure.  She loves variety in everything she does–but hasn’t had any variety in the bedroom since meeting me.  We do all sorts of things, but it’s always just me.  I think she would enjoy a new experience.  When we were first dating, she found a pro-Domme and for one of my birthdays, she took me to her dungeon.  The two of them then proceeded to dominate me.  It was such an amazing gift that I’d like to give it back.  It also feeds my submissiveness.  Watching her experience pleasure with another man is very exciting and also a very submissive act.  I further imagine licking her pussy as she’s being fucked–even if we hire a cowboy, this is very unlikely to happen, but then it isn’t about me is it?  I would expect the cowboy to use a condom, but I fantasize that he doesn’t and he comes in and on her.  Then she makes me clean it up.  I clean up my own messes all the time now–just have never done another man’s clean-up.  Again that act is an exciting thought of submissiveness.  So if my Queen cucks me, it feeds my desire to see her pleased and also really feeds my submissive identity.